of losing Grandma

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Yesterday on the other side of the world my family gathered to remember my Grandma. Grandma went to be with Jesus on Leap Year Day. I guess you could say she made the biggest leap of all, isn’t it, entering heaven. It was just a month after her 95th birthday.

There is gratitude behind the tears. My grandmother was unbelievably wonderful and I had her for 35 years. There is peace behind the tears also. She was ready to go. She wanted to see Jesus and she was looking forward to seeing Grandpa again. (He always made her laugh. Everybody else, too.)

Looks like everyone is coming . . . except us, of course.

That’s the part of this life we live that weighs the most. While my family were gathering in the church it was nearly midnight on Java and I was painting the kitchen ceiling blue. (What do you do on Saturday nights?) I wish I could have been there to remember her together. Maybe it would help me let her go. But Jesus is enough, he always is. He’s near us in our sorrow and he takes the sting out of our grief with his glorious promise of eternal life, in which Grandma is now rejoicing at last.

We’ll see her on the other side.

 

 

 

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of java on java

Alex: “Feel like an adventure this Saturday?”
Me, instantly: “NO.” Adventure is something of which, I feel, we have enough at the minute.
Alex: “It’s a coffee plantation.”
Me: “I’ll pack a picnic.”

There are times when I forget that we live on an exotic tropical island. Last weekend I was reminded. A very short drive from our new home there is a mountain covered with coffee trees that are covered with coffee beans and we went there and it was beautiful. (Thus I prove to you I am in language school by the thoroughly awkward sentence construction that now characterizes all of my communication. Although just why learning to speak Indonesian should mean I can no longer write in English this I do not know.)

We took a ride on the “Tourist Train”, a sort of golf cart in disguise, that begins at the rubber trees, drives past a nutmeg grove, winds through the coffee trees, and concludes in a grove of cocoa trees.

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That’s nutmeg growing on the tree, folks. The road winds up the mountain through acres of stunted coffee trees. Most of the trees on the plantation are at least forty years old but carefully pruned to keep them at a reachable height for the more than 600 people who will come in August to harvest the beans. Coffee trees do best without direct sun, so there are taller trees planted throughout to provide shade for them. Isn’t this road stunning?

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I think they look like rhododendrons from afar. Only so, so much better because they are laden with clusters of the world’s most magical and delicious bean…

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The children were all about picking the beans and tasting the beans . . . then immediately back to just picking them again. They’re inedible, so our harvest is now just sitting on the kitchen table in the apple bowl looking cool. (“Mom, you drink that stuff?”)

Yes, dear. Yes, I do.

It’s actually a bit of a quest to locate good coffee here–most growers find greater economic advantage in exporting their harvest. But we were able to buy a bag of locally-grown roasted beans from the plantation before we left.

Here’s Harriet immediately after she exclaimed, “Well THIS is a whole lot funner than I thought it was gonna be!”

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The best part was when suddenly, careening around the edge of the mountain, we were granted a view of the rice paddies in the valley and the volcano behind. The pictures don’t do it justice. We’ll take you here when you come visit.

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We lingered so long on the trail that the cart behind caught up with us. This was a great little partnership. We were taking pictures of coffee. They were taking pictures of us.

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There was a rusty metal playground, ATV rides, a zipline, and the inevitable bouncy castle. There were wonderful cappuccinos served to us as we sat in a little straw hut. But my favorite was definitely the sights like this one:

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And this one–isn’t she beautiful under the rubber trees?

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This last photo sums up how we felt about this adventure. Things are looking up.

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The Easter Invitation

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I saw this window in the cathedral in Bath, England.

As some of you may remember, Alex and I wrote a series of twenty-four Advent Readings for the Very Young for our daughters (and this blog) back in December 2012. I just wanted to mention that I also wrote twelve Easter Readings for the Very Young (in 2013) to post for the 12 days leading up to Easter from the Wednesday before Palm Sunday (March 20, 2016) through Easter Sunday (March 27, 2016). I’ve provided a list of headings below, if any one is interested in joining us in reading these with our little ones.

As I prayerfully considered this project, I decided to base the readings on the account of Jesus’ death and resurrection in the Gospel of John. Thus there is no reading on “Jesus is the Lamb” and I have gone to the synoptic Gospels for the account of the Last Supper. I have begun four days before Palm Sunday to get us thinking on the life of Jesus before Holy Week begins. That way, even though we may be reading at the moment in different places in the Bible, we can all pick up here and know where we’re at. Activity suggestions for some of the days are included. Beside each day are listed the materials we will use for the activities, in case anyone is interested in the same activities and would like to prepare.

The memory verses we will be reviewing nightly with this series are John 15:13: “Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.” and Luke 19:10: “For the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost.”

Easter Readings for the Very Young
Wednesday (before Palm Sunday): Jesus Opens the Eyes of the Blind (John 9): blindfold
Thursday (before Palm Sunday): Jesus is the Good Shepherd (John 10): stuffed animals: lion and lambs
Friday (before Palm Sunday): Jesus and the Disciples (John 11:1-16)
Saturday (before Palm Sunday): Jesus Raises Lazarus (John 11:17-57): roll of toilet paper
Palm Sunday: Jesus Enters Jerusalem (John 12:12-19): palm branches; real or paper
Holy Monday: Jesus Is the Way, the Truth, and the Life (John 14): 2-3 pieces poster board, brown construction paper or cardboard
Holy Tuesday: Jesus Has the Greatest Love (John 15)
Holy Wednesday: Jesus Washes Feet (John 13): water, soap, towels
Maundy Thursday: The Last Supper (Matthew 26, Mark 14, Luke 22): bread, grape juice
Good Friday: Jesus Dies On the Cross (John 18-19:1-30): a few candles
Holy Saturday: Jesus Is Buried In the Tomb (John 19:31-42): felt or paper figures
Easter Sunday: Jesus Is Risen (John 20): bells, musical instruments

You are very welcome to join us! Please do send along any suggestions or ideas you may have for helping our littlest ones understand the Savior that we celebrate at this season.

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of dwelling rights

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A matter for much prayer at the minute is our pursuit of a new visa. Perhaps these words will not carry much meaning for some but for anyone who has taken up residence in a country where they were not born, they are significant. Perhaps if you have done so, you have had a chance to reflect on how being born in a nation makes you an incontrovertible part of it. You belong to it and thus it belongs to you. All the rights and privileges of a citizen, a fully-invested member, are yours as a matter of course. No one may contest your right to be–and to stay–present.

Not so the immigrant. Somehow permission must be obtained: not just the right of entry, but the right to remain. Dwelling rights, regularly renewable—must be yours. There are papers, fees, and processes that must be engaged in and outcomes are ever uncertain. We last engaged in this process last spring, leaving, as we thought, adequate time to receive our first visa before we departed the home shores on July 22. But these things do not always (ever?) go according to plan. Our visas did not arrive. A few days before we left Boston we learned they were stuck on a desk in New York. With our passports. Thus rendering our impending (and expensive) departure for Asia impossible. There were prayers and heart-burnings and many, many phone calls. In the end Alex drove to New York and was able to pick up our passports and visas (probably with the ink still wet) and drive all the way back again, thus missing the last day with his family. At three o’clock the next morning, we headed to the airport and left the country.

It was during that time that my scheduled Bible reading happened to be Psalm 87. When I read it, I could not believe it. Who knew that a Visa Psalm was in the Bible?! I could not remember ever reading of entry rights and dwelling rights before—but it’s there. It’s about the citizenship everybody’s trying to get and the only one that really counts: citizenship in the city of God.

1 On the holy mount stands the city he founded;
2 the LORD loves the gates of Zion
more than all the dwelling places of Jacob.
3 Glorious things of you are spoken,
O city of God.

Have we pondered of late what glorious things are spoken of the city of God? Could this be real: “I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, ‘Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man. He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God. He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away . . . behold, I am making all things new” (Rev. 21:2-5). Are we ready to be done with the dark yet? Are we ready to be done with tears and death and brokenness? How can that even be true, says my mind. The next thing he says: “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.” How do we get a visa for that city? Who has the dwelling rights in that one?

4 Among those who know me I mention Rahab and Babylon;
behold, Philistia and Tyre, with Cush—
‘This one was born there,’ they say.

Is that a typo? The list of nations that know this city is a list of the enemies of God’s people. Rahab is a recognized term for Egypt and Tyre was a Canaanite city. What are they doing in Zion? And they are claiming full citizenship—“This one was born there.” In the psalm that comes right before this one it says this: “All the nations you have made shall come and worship before you, O Lord, and shall glorify your name” (Ps. 86:9). But how do they get in? How do we get in?

As it happens, the visa-granting process to the kingdom of God is simple. It’s simple because no one needs one. Every single citizen of the city of God was born there.

5 And of Zion it shall be said,
‘This one and that one were born in her’;
for the Most High himself will establish her.
6 The LORD records as he registers the peoples,
“This one was born there.’

O the greatness and beauty of the incredible mercy of our God! I read this and I can see him, writing each beloved name in indelible ink with a flourish, his countenance broadly smiling with satisfaction as he changes the birth records of humanity. You—you, were born here. The full rights of citizenship are incontestably yours. There are no processes, or papers. There are no fees. Permission needn’t be obtained and re-obtained for you, you’re a native.

But you weren’t born there, cries our accuser. You were born in the dark.

Oh, that was the first time, we say. I’ve been born again.

7 Singers and dancers alike say,
‘All my springs are in you.’

 

 

Glorious things of thee are spoken,
Zion, city of our God;
he whose word cannot be broken
formed thee for his own abode;
on the Rock of Ages founded,
what can shake thy sure repose?
With salvation’s walls surrounded,
thou may’st smile at all thy foes.

See! the streams of living waters,
spring from eternal love,
well supply thy sons and daughters
and all fear of want remove.
Who can faint, when such a river
ever flows their thirst to assuage?
Grace which, like the Lord, the Giver,
never fails from age to age.

—John Newton

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of sharing our slushy salt

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We love having guests. We always have, I guess. We would usually rather host something than have it elsewhere. We consider a week with people to dinner is a richer and better one than a week without. I have experienced a series of breakthroughs in my ideas of hospitality over the years—the first one came when I realized the hospitality I best enjoyed was often the least perfect.

Somehow it occurred to me then that cleaning my house and putting it in order because that makes a better environment for everyone to live and relax in it is different from frantically perfecting the angle of every last sofa cushion so it appears a gleaming showplace. That small touches that make others feel celebrated and welcome are different from a crystal perfection that makes others feel intimidated. The most hospitable family I know taught me that one. This lady always has a candle burning and something freshly baked (or on a busy day, still in the oven). If you’re staying overnight, she just might iron your pillowcase. But the house feels like people live there and every person that walks in the door feels like a part of things right away. Questions like shoes or no shoes and whether the dish you brought to share burned could not seem less important. I think they probably have trouble getting people to leave (they did with me).

I realized from them that if I’m going out of my way to make things nice in order to bless you, that’s still about you. If I’m trying to make them perfect because it reflects on me, then it’s about me. That sort of hospitality has left the realm of service and entered that of show-and-tell.

This revelation in my ideas of hospitality is still underway. It has deepened as we moved overseas, especially the second time. It’s happened as I’ve realized what it means to share your salt during rainy season in the tropics. Do you know what happens to salt when it’s wet? Sometime we’ll talk about what happens to clothes, furniture, human hair, bed linens, and bath towels also. For today we’ll stick to salt. It’s slush, people. My first intimation of this was when a new friend and I were shopping in a little store and I said, “I need a salt shaker.”

“Don’t bother,” she said. I didn’t understand why. The rainy season hadn’t begun yet.

Our salt is slush. No matter how it is packaged or stored, it’s the consistency of sandcastle-able sand all the time. Salt shakers are out of the question—I now have one and large beads of water collect on top of it. When you shake it, you get water droplets. Not salt. We take pinches of it with our fingers and try to sprinkle it over our poached eggs, where it mostly drops in a clump and refuses to disseminate itself. (“Mommy, there’s no salt on my . . . OH. THERE it is.”) We still gladly share our salt. But sometimes it’s not quite what we feel salt should be.

We had a houseguest due this week. It’s a friend from our organization in the States who befriended us during our summer training and happens to be in country for a trip just now. We have looked forward to his arrival, which occurred late Monday night. We don’t have a guest room but we have already purchased an extra single mattress for Wally one day, that usually resides underneath Hugh’s mattress, thus making it seem more like a bed. We pulled that out and put it in a tiny room off the kitchen that we are calling the Study. It is studied in by the man of this house. But it also functions like a closet in a house with no closets, housing suitcases, Alex’s clothes, carseats, hardware, and anything we need to store. I dragged an empty crate in there for a nightstand and put a lamp on it. The room is frequently overrun with lizards but so is the rest of Southeast Asia, apparently, so we can’t help that one. We don’t have top sheets because they don’t make them here and I haven’t contrived a way to get them. We have exactly one extra blanket, which of course smelled and felt damp until the neighbor let me use her dryer. Perhaps you are starting to see what I’m getting at.

Then an hour before our guest arrived I suddenly became very ill. I could not leave the bathroom floor to welcome him and spent the entire night vomiting. At 5 am Wally woke up vomiting. At 6 am Norah did. Alex began to feel very sick by morning and staggered around helping the children because I couldn’t get up. We now think it was food poisoning. It’s not our first bout with this malady since arrival but it was the worst one. I’m going to skip the story of the next 48 hours but let’s just say we had to find another place for him to stay. Now we’re recovering—our friend is still in country so we get to have a visit after all, starting tomorrow. But now there is something wrong with the toilet . . .

You see? I’d like to have a nice, cozy place to welcome a guest. Including (dry) sheets on the bed (and an actual bed). Perhaps even reptile-free, if we’re really dreaming big. I’d like an appetizing meal on the table. These are all things we should provide if we could—and it would be a joy to do so. But what if we can’t? What if what we have is what we have? Why should it be difficult to just offer the best of what we have, regardless of how it compares to someone or somewhere else?

Reader, I think it’s pride. It’s difficult to say, “Sorry the back toilet is broken” or “Our internet is down right now” or “These are the only sheets we have” (or “Hey, I’d like to welcome you but I’m vomiting right now”) because it’s humbling to do so. It’s humbling to say, “Welcome, come on in to my life just as it is” and not strive in some way to make it appear somewhat better. I think probably true hospitality says, “Here is what I have now, you’re welcome to share in it.” (I do believe in offering the best of what we have, making things as nice as we can to honor those that come through our door. But maybe sometimes our best means soggy salt with a smile.

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of rain falling and falling

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The images coming from friends in the States this week are all white. Flocked trees and drifty rooftops, buried driveways, friends’ children with brilliantly red cheeks above their scarves standing with sleds. It’s cold, they say. Events are cancelled. Despite our crazy, adventurous life I have still lived more years in Minnesota than anywhere else and how well I know these scenes. These will not be the memories of my children’s childhood.

The extremes of hot and cold are not Java’s climatic parameters. Around here things are always in terms of wet and dry. Right now, in the heart of the rainy season, we’re talking wet. I’ve been told by many people that this year rainy season is different–it rains nearly every day but apparently still less than normally.

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It still seems plenty rainy to us. Rain visits us often and we see her in all her moods, her cheerful plopping ones, her wispy, misty ones, her raging tantrums. Sometimes it’s not so much rain as a deluge. Water just falls from the sky in sheets. The air seems more water than air and the noise of the water striking the tile and tin roofs and the gushing of the streets is instantly deafening. Rain comes with a literal roar.

The children don’t mind. We’ve had several rain parties, usually on Sunday afternoons. It’s lollipops and raindrops for all and the children dancing wildly around. I have so far had the good sense to confine these parties to the courtyard, so the neighbors receive no additional proof that we are, in fact, crazy.

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When we moved here it seemed strange that most roads are edged with two- or three-foot deep concrete trenches. I wondered why there was a concrete track six inches deep running around the patio in front of our house.

It is because water runs in sheets from the roof and neither the gutters nor the ground can absorb it fast enough. And there are roaring rivers everywhere. Yesterday was one such day. Though most days still dawn sunny and bright and the rains don’t begin until afternoon, yesterday dawned dark grey and by mid-morning the roar of rain was reverberating through the house. We had the day off from language school and a busy week ahead so I spontaneously kept Norah home from school for some needed family time. After lunch the girls and I ventured out with umbrellas to a little restaurant about a half-mile away.

(Mommy: “Norah, if any of your teachers or friends ask you why you weren’t in school Friday, just tell them you had to go out for milkshakes.”
Norah: “Yes. It was an emergency!”)

We were soaked by the time we reached the end of our street. I was astounded to see the trenches on each side of our road full with rushing water and all manner of flotsam and jetsam eddying on the current.

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I love Java like this. I guess I’ve always liked the rain and around here it seems special, refreshing and miraculous in a particular way. Probably because it is. Hot climates really aren’t my valentine and sometimes I have to make a mental rule that I will not think about Oxford until the weather changes. Transitioning to a new climate involves a certain kind of loss–perhaps I knew it was coming but it’s one of those things that’s harder when you’re in it. During autumn I felt the loss of many things, perhaps particularly of cosy. Does Indonesia even do cosy? I did not think so.

But she does. Oh, she does. Yesterday we opened all the windows and doors to the roar of the rain and I turned on lamps and lit candles in the family room.

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I made a big pot of steamy cauliflower soup with parmesan and crusty bread for lunch and ate it in front of the courtyard door, watching the rain.

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Which fell and fell and fell.

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by way of a line in the water

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It’s been more challenging than I expected to start writing about Java. The difficulty is not that I can’t find anything to say. This is a place so wildly different from everywhere I have experienced before. There is so much to notice and so much on my mind all of the time  that finding a place to begin is like choosing where to cast your fishing line in the ocean. I suppose you just cast it out and hope you don’t hook something under the surface that’s too big for you to reel in.

Perhaps a snapshot is a good place to start. Perhaps beginning with a small picture and working my way outward I can find a way to write about this colorful, colorful place.

Last Saturday morning the girls and I rode a public transport van to the city. We needed to buy something small for the house that I heard might be in a little stall shop along the main city street. Norah had been feeling a little unwell but she seemed to have recovered, so it was flip-flops for everyone and we set off. The little van takes you roughly to the area you want but from there you’re on foot so we picked our way amongst the throng of people and motorcycles along the busiest street in town for quite a while before we found the shop we were looking for. The highlight of our walk was when Mommy suddenly remembered where to find the only stall in town that sells fresh cut flowers. We bargained for an armful of gladiolas to bring our new neighbors. I say “bargained” but let’s face it: in the end I probably had to pay at least double for being a foreigner. The low point was passing the fish sellers. It was a hot day. Enough said.

Just after the Fish Area Norah suddenly tugged on my arm. “I don’t feel good,” she said. All the color seemed to have left her face at once. After the hour it took us to get there our visit to the little store lasted three minutes. I grabbed what we needed, paid, and we left again. I didn’t think Norah could manage the walking and waiting involved in riding the transport vans, but there was another way. Our town is one of reportedly few towns in Indonesia that have dokar: horse-drawn carts. We were able to find one quickly and we climbed in, arms full of flowers and me wondering which way to point Norah if she needed to get sick in the English sense.

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You know what? We all enjoyed that ride home, even Norah. We held our flowers and peered out into the sunshine and smiled at all the people staring at us and talked about how colorful Indonesia is. The horse trotted right along with all the motorcycles and carts and trucks and cars and we listened the clip clop of its hooves and watched the feathers waving on its headdress.

 

 

 

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unflinchingly

No half-heartedness and no worldly fear must turn us aside from following the light unflinchingly.
–J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of The Rings

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We live in a world of explosions. Bombs, guns, and–this week in Jakarta–grenades. Somehow when the smoke clears we can forget how shattered the world is, that the shadow of darkness overhangs all of it: then something like this happens again.

We don’t live near Jakarta, which is on one end of this island. There are more than 300 miles and probably about 90 million people between there and here. But when news of the bombings began an email chimed in from my oldest daughter’s school about measures of heightened security. And I was reminded all over again of the most menacing weapon of the enemy: fear.

The blood-spilling spree going on in our world today is nothing less than the tactic of God’s enemy to paralyze God’s people with fear. What is occurring in Iraq and Syria, in Nigeria and Kenya, in North Africa, in Afghanistan and many other places is terrifying. Terror would want us all to pack up and go home, find a safe place to hide, and leave the field to the bad guys. 

One of my son’s favorite songs goes “I may never march in the infantry, ride in the calvary, shoot the artillery. I may never fly over the enemy but I’m in the Lord’s Army. . . ” We are an army. Thus the enemy’s tactic of fear. An army terrified is an army dismantled, it doesn’t matter how large the force. Consider the deadly panic of the huge forces of Midian in Judges 7–Gideon’s army was only 300 men. But the Midianites thought they were surrounded. (Interestingly, God sent the scared guys home first when he needed to shrink Gideon’s army to prove his mighty name: “Now therefore proclaim in the ears of the people, saying, ‘Whoever is fearful and trembling, let him return home and hurry away from Mount Gilead.’” Then 22,000 of the people returned, and 10,000 remained . . .” (v. 3).) 

There’s a twitter tag circulating in Indonesia in the aftermath of Thursday. #kamitidaktakut: We are not afraid. Maybe it’s bravado. Maybe it’s true. But it would make a great banner for you and for me in the days ahead. Our church is about to begin a study of the book of Joshua and I was reminded what God says to Joshua before he leads the people into the land of promise: “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go” (Joshua 1:9). With this promise, we the Church can say unflinchingly “kami tidak takut.” As Spurgeon said of God’s promises: “Never let the promise rust. Draw the word of promise out of its scabbard, and use it with holy violence.”

 

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gift kitchens and God’s care, take two

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You’re not going to believe this. I don’t even believe it. People keep giving me kitchens, it’s like a theme. If you’ve been with me for a while, you may remember my precious English friend who showed up with food, hugs, and an adorable little wooden kitchen for the girls when Norah was two, Harriet was zero, and we were all unwell our first winter in England. I had pangs of missing her very badly this week as I re-lived my own history when a wonderful new friend appeared at our door with this gift for my children. I re-lived history–with an Indonesian twist. My friends, this woman brought this to us on a motorcycle. (Have I written about the Motorcycles yet? Oh, right-I haven’t written about anything yet . . . )

As soon as the kids were in bed I cleaned, de-stickered, sanded, painted, and varnished. Yes, I brought acrylic paints and gloss varnish from the States (though I forgot hair products and extra underwear). Doesn’t everybody?

We happened to be in a hardware store-ish place on Tuesday and I found some little cup hooks. Rounding off the expenditure for this remodel at 65 cents.

Within two days we had this. Wally’s been cooking on it all afternoon. (Don’t order the meatballs.)

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You may not understand it, but I just love this. I love Jesus, who sends me messages in the strangest ways.

Soup’s on.

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stacking the walls

Norah: “Let’s sing that stack one, Mommy.”
Me: “I’m not sure I know that one.”
Norah: “Sure you do. ‘Stack the walls with all the holly, fa la la la la la la la la . . .'”
Harriet, joining in: “Oh, I LOVE that song, Norah.”

We’ve been stacking the walls in earnest this month and I am amazed, as I always am, at the difference it makes in our home. Our new house feels rather funny to us still, there are just so many things that are different and all the tile and concrete everywhere can make it feel rather . . . institutional. Then, the first Sunday in Advent, we decorated for Christmas.

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I’ve written before about how, when we were first married, I wanted Christmas decorations. At that time, like most guys, Alex felt these were unnecessary items, perhaps particularly for our adventurous, move-around  life. So I promised him I would always keep the Christmas decor to one box. He looked at the cardboard shoe box I was using to store them at that time and agreed. (O young husband, how much you had to learn!) Over our years together the box slowly grew . . . they make some pretty substantial tupperware boxes, my friends. I always said, when we Go, I’m bringing the Box.

20151205_063312Well, I’ve said a lot of things in my life. Things like what I would and would not do and where I would and would not go and other nonsense like that. In the end, traveling with just luggage meant very severe cuts as to what was Coming and what was Staying. The box stayed. But I snuck in a few favorites–like the Jesse tree ornaments, the tiny wooden manger scene that was once my mother’s, the play mobile nativity so we could do the Advent Readings this year. It’s really the first time for Hugh to remember it and it’s been meaningful for all of us.

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I have always abhorred fake foliage. We will never, I said, never have a plastic tree. To our great delight we managed to buy a fake Christmas tree last month on a brief trip to a bigger city and it now warms up our family room daily. Whenever I find it unplugged I plug it back in.

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When “the weather outside is frightful” for us these days it doesn’t refer to snow, here’s a glimpse from our porch in the afternoons lately:

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When it looks like that outside I sit here:

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Okay, that was complete fiction. I actually don’t sit at all and especially not here. When I sit it’s usually on the kitchen floor and when I get up I find raisins stuck to my jeans. But isn’t this pretty?

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I’ve written some about my philosophy of Christmas decorations. The thing is, it shouldn’t be stressful. It shouldn’t be perfect or expensive or competitive. It’s not the litmus test of how nice a family we are or are not and it’s not the seasonal exam for excellence in motherhood.

It’s to help us create an occasion, to build a sense of anticipation, to highlight aspects of the glorious truths of the believer’s life for our distractable, work-a-day minds that forget to stop and ponder and savor all of the good things that are forever ours in Jesus. 

For that reason I love things that are meaningful, like tin and wooden stars and the nativity matryoshka dolls from Oxford. Thank goodness that meaningful does not equal expensive. My favorite idea this year is made from 12 sheets of red paper on the kitchen wall.

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Wishing you all joy as you stack your walls!

 

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